A song for Her

Yeah she broke my heart but I would still give my life for her
the only one I loved the only one I still miss so far
 still in my dreams seems hard to get over her
But she moved on quick I guess I never been loved so far

I mean it's really hard imagine one day you see her
The first time your eyes connect the first time you feen her
Not in a sexual way neither just an innocent connection
Feel like God put her there to multiply your blessings
Smart and kind now I'm just trying to describe her
Caucasian with blonde hair not hard to recognize her
She has a glow too and a smile like I never seen
And she loves God she was the girl of my dreams
Man I could keep going I never met a person I loved more
wasn't knocking on loves door but she touched the core
Of my soul and so it really should have been a happy ending
She said forever I never really pictured this crappy ending

Yeah she broke my heart but I would still give my life for her
the only one I loved the only one I still miss so far
 still in my dreams seems hard to get over her
But she moved on quick I guess I never been loved so far

You made life bearable now I can't bear the bull
Who knew loosing you would be so terrible
Well I did I tried everything to keep you here
Poems and love letters and videos man the sheer
Love of what I showed you guess wasn't enough
Or maybe I wasn't good enough it's hard to act tough
When you find yourself missing her and to the extreme
You wanted to marry her you started paying for a ring
You had the date picked out things were great is seemed
Until she leaves you heart broken and she shatter your dreams
Man our relationship should have been a happy ending
She said Forever I never really pictured this crappy ending

Yeah she broke my heart but I would still give my life for her
the only one I loved the only one I still miss so far
 still in my dreams seems hard to get over her
But she moved on quick I guess I never been loved so far

I admit I was to blame for a lot of the issues
That don't  mean I don't hurt and have the right to miss you
And you confuse me till this day I still don't get you
You said forever I said forever I could never forget you
But you moved on quick it's like I didn't even  matter
Now I'm here eyes red heart just beaten and battered
I guess for you being my wife was never a factor
And i guess you lied when you said forever I gathered
But you need to know the consequences of what you say
Ever since that day you left me my trust has gone away
And I question myself my health was on a decline
80 proof was used just to say I feel fine
I loved you and every moment was better than the next
But you said we wasn't good together and that you regret
In not so many words that you wasted your time with me
So don't ask me why I'm angry I think  I have a right to be
I feel like you lied to me made me believe things that weren't  true
How could you leave after everything that we've been through
Through family troubles Wasn't I your shoulder to lean on
I forgave you always to me you could do no wrong
Through broken friendships and all of the bad days to
I was there by your side and still I just pray you
See me for me man I hate that I still love you
And I hate that I still hurt and that your still in my dreams
And I still dream of us running in to each other
And you say you made a mistake and we belong with one another
And you run into my arms and our hearts connect instantly
And you say please forgive me but it don't take much convincing me
And I hate that I still want to be with you
And I hate that I still want to marry you
And I hate that you still haven't called
But what I hate the most is I don't hate you at all