To Love Again

Once I said that I would never fall in love again
I’ll run away from my feelings before I get hurt again
I’m screaming mercy I will never let a person in
In my heart until I met you oh here we go again

It’s hard for me to explain what’s going through my brain
I don’t know how to tell you that I’m in so much pain
not from things that you did but from the faults of others
This goes all the way back to my father and mother
My insecurities of people leaving me is slowly creeping in
My fear of commitment will in all be my bitter end
Then again maybe I should just open my heart
And take that chance that you won’t be the one to tear it apart
You don’t know how long it took to gather up all the pieces
This will be the last time ever if this thing ever ceases
But my heart is calling you and it’s a chance I want to take
I just hope I get over myself for heaven’s sake

Once I said that I would never fall in love again
I’ll run away from my feelings before I get hurt again
I’m screaming mercy I will never let a person in
In my heart until I met you oh here we go again

It’s hard to forget just everything that I had been through
The cheating and the lies and their actions that were sinful
With so many issues in my life and my depression
With anti-depressant to make me feel calmer in social settings
It’s upsetting I keep telling myself haven’t you learned your lesson
History shows you people are evil but still you question
To find good in the world you shouldn't have such an obsession
instead of trying to find love you better count your other blessings
You don’t deserve love Bryan hell who could ever love you
Everyone left you and when you were sad no one hugged you
People at school bullied you when home people abused you
Your past girlfriends used you well Bryan it’s what your use to
Maybe your right I should move on from this love shit
It's not for everybody and who they hell could I trust with
My heart and after so many people broke it
It will take a special person to prove that loves not hopeless

Once I said that I would never fall in love again
I’ll run away from my feelings before I get hurt again
I’m screaming mercy I will never let a person in
In my heart until I met you oh here we go again

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